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Am I dead inside?
Every now and then, usually 7 times a day, i will notice that I am not thinking nor seeing, except my eyes are wide open. My emotions to everyone else are fake, and I actually do not feel happy around anyone except my younger brother who I forced to listen to my sadness while I was younger. Sometimes, i just feel like i'm waiting till the day I die...
Everyday I wanna bash my head into the fucking window, and I also say "I hate myself" daily, but I feel fine.
(edited by Malintent_Covet)
We're all waiting to die! So just find something fun to pass the time! I choose to make buds, it helps put my mind at ease! I wouldn't be able to go on if it weren't for my friends, I'd be having much darker thoughts without them! If you can't make buds, well that's a lie! Everyone can find a friend that they can depend on and give them a good reason to live! Everyone gets down sometimes, but with a good friend by your side, getting up is the easy part!