The first letter is the only one that seems legible, the rest having their ink smudged together.
Aki, oh man I don’t know how many months it’s been or even if you’re still around. I don’t even know if you’ll see this or not, but I hope against hope you might, maybe so I can apologize for it, maybe just so I know I’m talking to you somehow once again... it’s been three weeks from me leaving that I write this, though whether it was my choice or not, I can’t remember anymore... Back to my own world. I know right? Big whoop. Family, friends, all back, or mostly back. Had a hard time convincing them who I was, though I imagine they won’t be so hard to convince soon. But it came at the cost of you and so many others... and I don’t know if that’s a price I wanted to pay. ... Heppy is gone. Shadow, Hephaestus. Whatever you want to call him. Disappeared in the first day. Drove me to some... awful places, losing a pet of myself like that. Still hurts, not feeling him, and sadly feels like I might be following. I’m not... I... in my world, there’s no place for Aincrad, Persona or Shadow. The universe dictates it. Well at least this version of me. That world, your world made me the best version of me that I could ever want to be. Now it feels like I’m reverting. Changing back into the... person I used to be. I don’t know how much of me was truly Aincrad in that world, but now it’s seeming like most of it. But if I somehow am back there, if you’re reading this, try to be patient with me. If you ever do see me. I was a... bit of a coward. I guess before I sign off I just wanted to say one last thing. Thank you for the wonderful time we had together. - Ain