From morning, til midnight, I cant find a reason, This world keeps on turning without a single motive, The value of this life results to nothing much, Even if I were to die nothing would change...
If it didn't matter either way then I would stay, I'd choose life and I would die another day, Because I know right now if I were to die... I would rather leave a bit of me behind...
And I'm terrified, the future is unclear, In my own eyes, the past is dark, "Why wont you go? It hurts so much.". Wish my feelings would all be thrown all away...
If it didn't matter either way then both the same, I would laugh so I could cry another day, And because of that I know if I'm alone... I would rather laugh my time all away...
I wont love myself unless I am, Flawless in every single thing I do Hesitating only shows how weakly you are, Feelings only just get in the way, So then maybe your in pain because you cant get back up now... And you cant seem to be taking anymore...
Although emotions seem unnecessary, Can you not feel something warm inside the tears, Something way too hard to see, and always wobbly, I think we all call it something like a "heart".
If it didn't matter either way, I'd never stray, So I 'd see if it worth was my while to stay... Whether not I would cry today or maybe I'd laugh it all away, I know I'd love that small life of mine the same...