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Helpful recovery. (Poem/song thing...)
Awake, I opened my eyes to see,
A school, where that love first blossomed,
I was walking to my class, I think
Then can’t recall at all a single thing...
Held a hand for me, he was there,
I know, But couldn’t reach,
The me, that would fall down all the time...
But stand and reach my hand to hear...
"I'm sorry, but i can't love you any more"
Ah wanna die, wanna die,
But don’t really wanna die,
You were there, you would care,
Making me aware,
Every memory and every ache,
More and more, they’re never done,
Not enough, not enough...
Ah wanna die, wanna die,
But don’t really wanna die,
If I died, you would cry,
and I don’t know why...
Every bruise and every scar,
More and more, they’re never done,
Not enough, not enough...
When I forget you, I’m all alone without a place to go...
But then played a mirror like a show, the past I used to know...
A dream, til I see every part of me, eyes of red following and...
I wanna live, wanna live,
Deep inside I’ve always been,
Reaching out for a hand, so don’t let this be the end...
Flowers fluttering inside my head,
Still remember even then...
Where you are when I’m dead...
Ah wanna die, wanna die!
But don’t really wanna die,
You were there, you would care,
You know, it really isn’t fair...
Every time I forgot,
You remain inside my thoughts,
Not enough, not enough...
Ah wanna die, wanna die!
Wanna die, but I still couldn’t die,
With you by my side...
Behind the days I spent alone, afraid,
Now you’re here to stay...
Okay. My daily post has been done...