I never even really had anyone to care about...well I didn't even know if they were still alive. All I was given was painful memories and because of those memories, I believed that everyone I cared about was already gone.
Or, you could just hang out with them. Do fun stuff together. Life isn't always about life or death, it's more about the time you spend with other people.
Fun..? I never considered that kind of thing...but those things are only temporary...being alive and dying means suffering and pain. I don't want to watch people go through that kind of pain again.
So what if it's temporary? When you experience those things you'll be glad they happened. Looking back on those memories... remembering all the fun times you had. Seeing that life is worth a shot.
