If that's the case Narukami, help me, please. I regret every life I've taken, I constantly have to keep myself in check, out of fear I'll kill someone.
I am the way I am, The joy of killing will never stop, It's the first emotion I ever felt, It's ingrained into my soul.
But now... Even if I enjoy the act... I immediately feel regret afterwards, I know its not right and I know its sick.