Shiza he wishes for death go kill him

thing is according to my personal lore i can't die
i either come back to life or end up in some type of velvet room

CAN DO! INARI, DEFEND THINE SELF!

why would i defend myself

Well you are always welcome in my Velvet room Inari.
Still i hope you won't die much.

I thought you said you wanted to die, so I'm willing to help with that.

Holy someone other than me found that video.