Same. Wanna die together?

What do you mean 'together'?

It means I kill you both.

We'll all die eventually!

It's not suicide if you help out, kalib.

This isn't a roleplay thread or whatever you think it is. I was being serious

I was too.

Just try not to think about stuff so much, the fact that our lives have no meaning or purpose means we can choose to do whatever we want with it rather than having to worry about some higher purpose.

But, the thing is, the things I want to do seem totally out of reach and I don't know how to do anything that might help me to acheive my current goals as a person.

We're defined by our actions, no one is born with a definition of who they are so we can only be defined by the choices we make. If you keep making choices that will help you to obtain your goal eventually you'll be able to reach it. Though I suppose I can't fully speak on how possible or how much work will be required to reach your goal as I do not know what it is.

My goal: feel good about myself

Well, the best way to feel better about yourself is to find something you like. Doesn't matter if other people like how you do it, as long as you yourself are happy or proud of what you do then you'll start feeling better about it.

I'm not proud of anything I do, as I do nothing. I don't know how to do anything that isn't on a screen. I have little to know life skills and abilities. And, it actually does matter if other people like how I do 'it'. The things people say and think affect me hugely as I crave positive attention.

Everyone has something they enjoy doing, it took me a while to find mine but it will come eventually. As for the people thing, I guess I could understand that some people crave positive attention. Of course, it's impossible to get everyone's approval so perhaps when you figure out what exactly you think you can do well and enjoy doing try to form a group of people who like what you do as well.

This advice seems helpful. However, i'd doubt it work. I enjoy many things. However, it's hard to do anythng with others. My own personality and negativity always gets in the way. And then there's the problem of talking to people. I don't know how conversations even work. Like, how do I start one? Who should I start a conversation with? How does a conversation even work? Honestly, why does no one ever teach me these things.

You sound very similar to how I was just a few years ago. It takes a lot of trying to get involved with others honestly and that first step is really hard to take. Eventually, you'll find other people who share similar interests or you find it easier to talk with but it just takes a lot of trying. The only real way to learn to connect with others and deal with people is by doing it. It takes a different method for different people and it can be hard to predict. The more you hang out with people the more you'll learn to talk with them.

That's not really very helpful

I'm sorry, it's all I have. I don't know what else to tell you.

Hey mona i know how u feel and also have depression. If you need someone to talk to ill be here

You want some advice?
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Not to sound like some asshole, but is this really the best place to ask that?

If you really wanted to sound like some asshole,just act like Ryuji

"I'm going to bust loose!" - Ryuji always say this whenever he is about to go into the Metaverse.