Life is boring. I'll just be going through the same phrases every single day until I die. No one will ever want to be with me or even want to talk to me ever. I'm 16 and turn 17 in two months and struggle with being enthusiastic about anything anymore. I can barely even function on my own and will most likely never provide for myself. School is just worthless to me as i'll never have the ability to get up on time every day and work in a real job for 8 consecutive hours. The work is just too much for my worthless pile of flesh. It's not worth it anyways. Regardless of whether I work or not i'll still die nonetheless and any resemblance of joy or fulfilment I achieve in my life will be temporary, short-lived or meaningless. As it stands, I am just waiting to die. No one even wants me around at this point. I'll just spend the rest of my life making low-tier shitposts and playing videogames that I don't even like anymore because I don't know how to do anything else. God help me.