Don't get me wrong, I respect her. She has made several terrible choices with men and I don't want her to get hurt. I know I'd never hurt her, but that's not what matters here. I stay silent and feel like I'm personally suffering so she doesn't have to deal with my emotional baggage on top of her own. I do respect her and I think she is a wonderful friend, just a small part of me will always love her in a romantic way, no matter what I do. This was a vent, an emotion dump, not a plea for attention or advice. I saw an anonymous crowd I didn't know and thought, for better or worse, I'd get the thoughts I had down instead of just cooped up in my brain. I am here to stay, however, because shit posting is life. <div class='edited'>(edited by Vinzo0913)</div>

At least you know it's meat, and not meat substitute.